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No World Left for Tomorrow

Well, for starters, you should visit the place that you never do- that’s the gym” he said, looking up from his wrinkled copy of “The Week”.

She stood there, the wet dish in her hand dripping soap suds onto her gloves into her sleeves.

“Well you asked,” he said, now getting pissed it was going to become an argument. She always had to do it, ask the question to which there was no right answer. And even if there was, she always found it so unconvincing or blatant. “Goddamn,” he mumbled and slammed down his magazine. “Here we go again.” As the tears started to roll down her face, it made him cringe more, somewhere inside.

In truth, he couldn’t bear to see her cry. Sometimes she used that as a weapon. But at that time, it just seemed that it did not matter to him much.

He walked to the TV, switched it on and shouted over a commercial for Baby wipes. This was all just a mistake. You want me to do, what you feel like doing, you want me to say, what you want to Hear. In truth, you just wanted a Dog, not a Husband.

She stared at the wall with glassy eyes. It just made him more angry.

Standing over the sink full of dishes, she touched the back of her hand to her forehead and turned away from him. He knew she was doing it so he couldn’t see her shiver and her eyes tearing.

It didn’t matter. He knew her well enough. Or that’s what he thought he did. He always had a way to look at life at a telescopic level, his rationality ruling over emotions or microcosm of feelings.

“Oh fuck this,” he said, knowing he’d never win. “What the hell am I supposed to say to you? How the hell do I get out of these ridiculous situations you set up? It’s like, all I want is some peace and quiet when I get home from work and you’re not happy unless there’s an argument.”

Next to his shoulder on a shelf was a Hummel figurine he’d bought her for their anniversary. He didn’t know why he threw it until after it shattered against the wall. He felt no better. He missed his whole life that he gave up and for what, he thought. He missed them all, his friends, his social life. His whole life hurt. It never stopped. Sometimes he could forget about it for a while. But it never went away completely. It left him helpless and hating the life that surrounded him.

She flinched at the sound of her breaking gift. It made him hate her more.

It was all about control. She was turning into a goddamned shrew and he was not going to be a mindless lump. He’d show her. He would not turn into a dog that she wanted for as her pet.

When she gasped, as if his words were punches, he knocked over the kitchenette table and she held her hands over her mouth.

He knew he would have to hit her if he stayed so he grabbed his car keys off the counter. Why the hell had he gotten married in the first place? It was the “buy the cow” scenario his best friend told him about that got him in to this mess. Now he was attached to someone who would never understand what he wanted in life and couldn’t help him get it.

It was a mistake. He’d fix it. There were people who understood him. There were things he enjoyed doing. There were things he resorted to for his escape.

He thought she would have hated it when he went there because he felt good there. She didn’t want him to do anything that made him happy.

He told her not to wait up for him. He told her she looked like a fucking scullery maid kneeling on the floor and crying, and what the hell did she think she was, Cinderella? And he was proud of himself for thinking of the analogy. At least one of the guys would find a way to laugh at that.

When he slammed the door and her sobbing faded behind the metal and wood what pissed him off most is he was sure she had no idea what a huge favor he was doing her by leaving.

This is How the World Ends…

The heavy-eyed sunlight made its way through, albeit grandly, through the broken window pane of her small cottage. It scattered itself, like a dead man bathed in its own blood rivuletss along the floor. As the unseen crow crowed in the barnyard, it was another sleepy day, inattentive to the farming. The rains had been beating, untiring of its own sound and wreckage that it brought with it. The heavy eyed sunlight playing its own hide and seek games with the clouds, the rainbows getting its beauty from the game. And for Sarah, the realization dawned almost as sudden-

For today was the day., The day when her life – her life as she knew it – was over.

The others had been taken away, killed but their dead bodies never found. It was rumored to be an Army of Beasts, nicknamed as Spartans, ironically so. There were left no more, just Sarah and her family. The Spartans were taking everyone, all shapes and sizes as long as it moved with life. Spartans killed them all, sooner or later. Indiscriminately, Horribly… She knew they were dead, because she could see their corpses, lying abused in the dusty street, their bloods mixing in the rains- the gravels marooned and grey. She thought of all the poor wives, taken away by the Spartans who would never get to see the faces of their husbands that they had loved so dearly. It was said that the wives were never killed, they lived on as Spartans’ mistresses, missing their husbands for years to come. Death was a reward to them, ungiven and much sought.

Nobody knew where the Spartans had come from. Nobody had the chance to find out, their existence never gave them much chance or the urge. And then they were headed to Sarah- Killing everybody, taking away the wives. The raindrops were seemed smeared in the bloods of the husbands and the tears of the wives. And the clouds carried these drops farther, village to village.

You could see the Spartans coming by the huge cloud of dust that their running feet kicked up as they scuttled violently towards the village. Their horses carrying the weights of brutality forward. The first time they came was bizarre in a horribly violent surreal sort of way, like it was a little child’s nightmare out of his fairy tales book. The men were worn out into this world with bloodied limbs and looks of petrified terror. Spartans only killed those who attempted a resist to fight for their lives, and it was almost everybody.

These thoughts rushed through her head, and she leaned over to check if Robert was still in bed. He was gone, last night his heroism projected in the room, with his plans to fight the Spartans. His eyes shone with the bravery, unseen and unheard so in the tending farmers. Sarah was lost on what to do. The memory of last night’s bedroom revelation washed over her.

Robert had always been a peaceful farmer. That’s why she had loved him so much. He had been one of those kind souls for whom any violence was a total waste. His only wish was to spend life tending his farmlands, his sheep and tending his barn. But the damages of the entire village being decimated had gotten him. It had managed to lodge the seed of violence deep within his once gentle heart. And he being a farmer tended that seed till he had harvested it in its full bloom. He had planned revenge, and had a revelation on how to fight the Spartans. Sarah cried and so did the clouds outside in her village.

Oh Robert, what have you come to? Who have you become? Where have you gone? She will never see the face of the man who had loved her for so long. He will forever be but an apparition of her memory.

Sarah had come close to killing him last night. Killing out of love, or maybe mercy.

Too much love can kill you if you are not careful.

She knew that the Spartan would get him. And torture him, till he begged for his Death. The Spartans left nobody unscathed. They would bruise him, kick him, let him loose for him to gather his last shards of courage and then devastate him after he had given his last shot at life. They would have broken each of his limbs, each of his ribs, severed his eyes, ears, mouth. With only his heart not too faint to give up on his body, he would have suffered each blow, feeling his own limbs falling out of his torso.

She did not recall the last night, just that there was too much crying, there were too many words, screamed, begged and wasted. She saw his face, sweet as a child, talking of war, he against the whole army. He did not want to run away, he spoke too much. And she did not remember how she grabbed the knife by the bed, which she always kept under since she had known about the Spartans, the invisible enemies. And the knife was in his body, his blood in her hands. She could not have seen him dying in hands of Spartans.

A quick death would have done him good, would have done good to his soul. Atleast he deserved that much.

And the sunlight scattered itself, on the dead man bathed in his own blood rivulets along the floor, it scattered along Robert’s. Oh dear Robert, he still had that sweet smile, Sarah cried and screamed in her cottage. Her tears were carried forward in the rains outside, her scream in the thunder of the clouds.

The overcast clouds overhead fly by, and she knew that the Spartans were coming. They won’t kill her, she knew it.

Only If Robert were so lucky….

Growing Old

Man and his visibly pregnant wife are in bed together. His chest was bare and he kept looking at his cell-phone for the alarm to ring. The woman just had bouts of her routine morning-sickness. She was paled and breathless.

Woman sits up with an effort and puts a hand on his arm.

Woman: “Please, don’t go to work today.”

Man: “Trust me, I’d rather stay home but I’ve got loads of shit to do. The crazy clients do not understand a fig. My team-members are a bunch of morons. Is there something wrong?”

Woman: “No, not really. Have a good day.”

Man: “It’s just, we really need the money with the baby coming. I really need to go to work for that…. But I still love you, you okay?”

Woman: “I’m fine. I’m, just…. I’m just….these god damn hormones.. and, you’re right, you should go to work. Promise you would call me every hour.”

*Man  stands up. He bends down to kiss her. The alarm goes off and He picks his cell phone up off the nightstand and starts dialing.

Man: “Dave, it’s Jack. Sorry but I won’t be able to make it in today… No, it’s personal. I can’t explain it though. Thanks. Bye.”

Woman: “I’m so scared”.

Man: “Yeah, me too but I’m here. Things are gonna be okay, you’ll see. I love you.”

*Man puts his hand down on top of hers..!

And he murmured to himself, with Whitman

I bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass I love
If you want me again, look for me under your boot soles.

Paint me in the Shades of Gray

“Oh Dammit, we are not having this argument again!!” He screams at her, with all his acrimony carved out in the lifeless room. Her eyes were glassy, she wanted to cry, she almost was, but stood on.

And it made him livid!

He had been missing for last two nights. A business trip kept him away as much as she saw him as seldom as his other friends. He had been long gone; she kept herself busy with her paintings.

She just looked at the newspaper, edged out on the corner table.

He slammed it on her face, a murky picture of melancholy and grief.

And he walks out of the room. His cell was ringing unobtrusively and her sight made him sick. He loved her, but that was seven years ago.

She looked at him walking away. Picks up the newspaper and tidily folds it up to the table. The paper read her Name in Bold; she was awarded the KAVA award only yesterday for her art works. She looked pretty in the picture; her dark aura was conjured well with the portrait in her paintings…abandoned and solitary.

She swabs off her eyes and walks to the room where he was smoking up in the dim corner. She walks up to him, stretches her arm with the newspaper in it. He glances up hesitantly, and reads the paper.

He hugs her “Darling, I am so proud of you”.

Yes, he loved her and that was seven years back.

One-Winged Angel

The Old Man walked slowly on the deserted Road. It was 5’o clock in the morning and his Morning walk marked the dawn of his day, everyday. He felt a little forlorn; he had overheard his son talking to his wife, mentioning plans of an old age house. He felt a pain in his knees, a throbbing of a shifted heart.  “Changed Times”! he sighed

His blurred eyes, spotted it. It was lying by the side of the road, squashed. The paper attempted to catch up with the float of the breeze, but the gravity pulled it a little harder then.

Piqued, the old man bent down to pick it up. The paper aeroplane, a child’s flight of fancy, a work of Art of Wright Brothers with a touch of Fall of Icarus. Gingerly, he rind open the craft, careful so as not to slash.

On one side, he found a raw sketch of a woman and a child. Hand in hand, purple hued. A speech bubble above the child said :

                 ”Is this why we can Never Fly like that Birdie! Mom ?”

The pain felt better in the knee. The Old Man, kept the paper inside his pocket and strolled further to the rear end of the road.

7 AM and he was seated contentedly on his arm-chair. His morning cup of tea was missing, a forewarn of the likeness of times ahead. He found Yesterday’s newspapers with highlighted Old Age Homes classifieds.
“Peace for your after-years, Longing for its yesters” said one of them. It was the farthest, an overnight journey would disconnect his bonds with his Home and his family.

His fingers ruffled the pockets and felt the creased aeroplane. He took it out clumsily. The sketched child looked familiar but he knew that familiarity bred contempt.

 On the reverse, there was a crafted depiction of a small cottage. It was complete with white besieged fence, colorful marigold, lacy curtains and a Locked door.  To one side, was a garden a green bean teepee in the center. Blueberry bushes and Raspberry plants to the left; ivy trailing up along the brick chimney, framing it in green splendor. The Garden Paradise!!

Above the house was a white puffy cloud the kinds that caste no shadow. Upon it sat a man, an ANGEL complete with his wings and halo, smiling to the earthliness below.

The old man stood up. He carefully refolded the paper back into the airplane it was, sharpening the creases and opening it up like new. Then, he launched it into the air toward the sky, watching the wind carry it away higher and higher-once again on the breeze as it should be.

Pastel Memories

Faded memories, wait beside me.

The tips of your fingers reach inside and touch my memory. Long after, the fingers are gone, long after the memory is frigid.

The reminiscence that’s are made by us, but not necessarily for us:

The man who could not hear the tweet of birds anymore- The valley filled with the chirps all over, following a gun shot. And his best friend, laid there with the gun in his hand- Bleeding and smiling.

 The little girl, who never ran to the honk of a car outside- She always did, in keenness of her grand mother coming home. But the grand mother had abruptly stopped visiting her, she was dead long before. Now the grand mother only visits her in her dreams.
 The boy who could not stand the hotdogs anymore, Could not stand the sight of it. His friend and he were sitting in the courtyard, eating the hotdog, when his cat went running after the truck. The truck ran over the cat- Stupid cat.
She could not listen to Duran/Duran anymore.  She had made love to him on that song on multiple occasions. Now he was married to someone else, and Duran/Duran seemed as spiteful.
These ashen memories, linger beside—– long after you’re gone.

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    I did not ask if the Glass was Half-full or Half-empty. I have always had enough to Drink.
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    She had Mood Ring Eyes.
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    Look out the window, stare at the sky, see where you will never reach, see everything that you can't be. In your mind you begin to blame all of the problems on everyone else. Kill your idols, kill your life.
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    It's time to go out and find a fight, then run away from that fight like you do from everything else in your sad, pathetic, small, weak, little life.
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    This is me, after the OverHaul.
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    Write my Biography, and I will write your Fiction.
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